| HAPPY BITRHDAY CHAY Z BIG 18!!! U KNOEEE i luhh u BAY BAY
I made a promise to myself that if i came out of my situation alive, I
had to make something of myself. I would be the best person that I
could be. Today, I am. I made sure that i let go of my past, accepting
the fact that that part of my life was only a small fraction of my
life. I knew the black hole was out there, waiting to suck me in and
forever control my destiny, but only if i let it. I took positive control over my life.
I am so blessed. The challenges of my past have made me immensly strong
inside. I adapted quickly, learning how to survive from a bad
situation. i learned the secret to internal motivation. My experiences
have given me a different outlook on life that others may never know. I
have a vast appreciation for things that others may take for
granted. Along the way i have made a few mistkaes, or more, but i
was fortunate enough to bounce back. Instead of dwelling on the past, i
maintained the same focus that i had taught myself years ago, knoiwin
the good Lord was always over my shoulder giving me quiet encouragement
and strength when i needed it most. My blessings also mean having the
opportunity to meet so many people who had a positive impact on my
life. The endless trail of faces teaching me to make the right choices
and helping me in my quest for success. They encouraged me to do
anything that i believed i could do.
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed
he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of
his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very
lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he
questioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow
you, you`d walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don`t understand why when
I needed you most you would leave me."
The LORD replied:
"My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."
TO ALL MA FRIENDS OUT THERE>...N DUH ONE DAT THIS STORY WAS FIRST TOLD TO..UKWUR...I WILL CARRY U...
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| finally its friday....das duh best yo...but is rainin n we got a
football game tomorrow ...last night i coodnt really fall asleep i jus
stayed up thinkin...i got alot of shit on ma mind n its bugggen me but
now i gotta make a choice for MASELF n if ppl arent happy with
it...then i cant do anythin bout it..im livin my life not thteirs so i
cant satisfy everybody...les see...dis mornin i got up....well ma mom
woke me up cuz she said she coodnt sleep n she wanted to do ma hair..so
she did side braids into two big braids..i uno wtf u call it but it
look vicious..cuz ma moms a G lik dat... wut else.... oh yea then this
mornin before school ma sister was wonderin wat it wood feel like to
havve somethin hangin between her legs...????wtf ma lil sis so stupid i
swaer but yea she good....been some shit with ma moms boyfriend...well
x i guess now cuz shes talkn to some other dude...told u ma mom
was a G but yea theres alot of shit goin on..and for once...im
startin to wrk with the cops...cuz they gun do me a BIG favor...
Homecoming is in just about a week yup yup... WATCH I AINT GON BE HOME
AT ALL NEXT WEEKND ill come home da next day cuz u kno.....n ma sis
want to go to some parties imma go to..u crazy... if we go to the same
party imma have her locked up outside on da stairs shitt aint nobody
touchin ma lil sis.... n e ways
imam go... i gotta go to work... and then me n Kira r gonna go out to
eat prolly... YO MAN dis bitch is so stupid Wakita or w/e her african
name is...sh calls me n shes like Carlos can u come help me wit ma
car..n im like uh das straight sure n i go n her steerin wheel is lock
n shes havin duh hardest time....n im like well u gotta put the key in
IGNITION in order for it to move n then it worked n she felt
stupid...and then i drove away me n chrisitna was drivin side by
side...man dat girl is so funny in math class...GOT LOVE FOR U GERL...
y que mass... ya esto es todo...
NIGGAS BE STUPID das all imma say.... and when i carry u... u gon act like u don tcare...ah nigggas knoe im right dont front...
MA NEXT UPDATE IS GOIN TO BE A SERIOUS ONE DAS A BET! lol
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Not strong/only aggressive / Not free we only licensed
Not compassionate, only polite/Now who the nicest?
Not good but well behaved Chasing after death so we can call ourselves brave?
Still living like mental slaves
Hiding like thieves in the night from life
Illusions of oasis making you look twice.
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YESZIR IT IS A NEW DAYYYYY N U KNO WAT.... u cant bring me down...why
cuz i am Carlos Martinez Jr. and you cant even TOUCH me...watch
today... imma bust ALL his pplsz yeaa YESZIR PLZ CONFESS JUS SAY HES
DUH BEST.... im in a FABOLOUS mood today.... one that will HOPEFULLY
remain for quite sum time nd u wan hate go head cuz like 3LW
said....HATAS GON HATE BALLAS GON BALL lol i un even kno but aight
leave me props N I UN GOT SCHOOL TODAY OR TOMORROW....dayum das was good
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| ayeee dat car hot right...aye got a new xanga...but its gon be on
da low for a lil bit but yea... until i get it hookd up n wut not u
kno...aight everybody......IMMA BE A LAZY BUM TODAY
thiss week is short as shit...friday...not goin to work so half day..n wednesday n thrusday..uh NO SCHOOL
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